I Got Slimed By My Therapist

ShudderI’m too tired to write about this right now, but if I let fatigue get in the way of doing things, I wouldn’t get anywhere in life.Here it goes. I spent a therapy session Tuesday explaining how my relationship with my pseudo-brother and caretaker came to be as well as hinting at some of the …

Jealous of People Who Can Go Places | Managing to Stay Awake During the Day

Wow. I feel a swelling in my throat. I want to cry. I’m desperate. The feeling of desperation has been growing throughout the day. (This is not an unusual phenomenon for me.) One thing that is unusual about this today is that the swelling in my throat is more painful than usual. It’s painful because …

Who Would I Be If It Weren’t for Illness

I feel like there is so much I wish I could do with my life if I had the time, energy and resources. (Time, energy and resources that have been consumed by illness.) I say things to myself sometimes like, illness made me who I am. Illness taught me a lot of valuable lessons. I’m …

We’re Not Allowed to Feel

But we are allowed to be distracted. I couldn’t stay awake any longer. My body collapsed and I fell into a deep long sleep. I unfortunately woke up to the him coming home, paying no heed to me and exiting the room. A feeling of dread like a dark cloud came over me and enveloped …

Too Empty to Go to Sleep

My mind is a blank slate. Okay, it’ just blank. Empty. Life is empty. I borderline can’t see the point of writing this, but I’ve felt a little rewarded from writing in the past, so I still feel encouraged to write right now. Anyway, the point of this is that I feel empty. And this …

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