Waking Up to Nothing

I Want a Hug. I’m Just a Whipping Boy, But It Hurts To Much.

April 5, 2021 by illnessislife

I don’t know how I’ll ever escape the rut I’m in. Poverty and isolation isn’t as fun as people want you to believe. Minimum wage doesn’t pay rent. Or transportation. I go to work, get yelled at, come back to a quiet lonely life. I feel depleted because my body is still weak and I… Read more
Not Avoiding Life == Unhappiness

January 31, 2021 by illnessislife

I don’t know why this is hitting me so hard today, but I think it’s because I’m not avoiding life. What is hitting me so hard today? I just really wish I was dead. I want it badly right now in a way I haven’t wanted it in a while. And I think usually I… Read more